Review: Max Factor Creme Puff in Translucent

There are things we really, really want to happen, but even if we try so hard to make it happen, it just won't. Sad but true. I guess life is just like that, however it doesn't mean that we should stop from trying. Maybe we can still make it happen, not now but eventually or maybe something better is about to come. Patience and faith is the key.

Okay enough of my ramblings, let's talk something that cheer us up :) what else but make up, yes?

So I have here Max Factor Creme Puf, my cousin who's a fan of Max Factor gave it to me, she used pans and pans of this powder and she gave me one to try.

This is available in most drugstore and supermarkets around Dubai.

Feeling low..

Good after noon lovies, today I am not posting beauty related stuff as I usually do. 

I have a lot of products to review and I really want to be productive with this blog. I am not aiming to be a famous blogger I just want to share things I find but yeah I know I am not anywhere near to doing that just because I dont make time for it. I have reasons though.

It's been almost 3 months now since I've done something that costs me so much. My happiness, everything I have ever hope for. I am not gonna put in too much details because it will just bore you to death :-p 

I feel so down, depress and broken. Words cannot explain how much pain I am feeling inside.

There were times I wish I won't wake u. 

Every waking moment,  even if I am not aware that I am already awake, tears will just flow out of my eyes.

There were times that I dont eat, sleep and just drink water and just stay on bed all the time. The pain is just too much to bear.

I am miserable, now that I started working again I have to put on a mask, to show the world that I am okay. Sometimes i'll just find myself running to the bathroom and cry my eyes out. even when im on the train going home, I cant help but shed a tear or two. I know people who see me might think that I am a lunatic person, crying in public.

I read somewhere that its better to feel the pain til it hurts no more, but i dont know how long it would take me to not feel anything.

Life has to carry on, for my mom, for my son, for my family, but it's easier said than done :'(

I did some crazy stuff. I am a hard headed person, determined to get what I want, even if I dont know how and I dont care how. Because I am a great believer of chasing our dreams. And that things that are worth is never comes easy.

I know some of the things i have done are not the smartest but if ever i fail, at least i'd be able to say that I gave it a full shot, that I did my best. Even if it seems that things are not going my way, I am not giving up. 

Even if I have so many reasons to lose hope and just walk away I will still find that one reason to keep fighting.

Prayers and my faith is what's keeping me going. And nope my hope is not gonna ran out anytime soon. 

No matter how hard it is, no matter how much pain it's causing me I am gonna stay and cling to that very hope that everything's gonna fall into its right places in time, that everything will go back to what it used to be.